Saturday, June 30, 2007

What happened?

CAn I ask something? =) What is fucking happening to this world?! Lets start off with the minority, our malay community. Smoking is not really a big deal, so lets skip that. Hmm, drinking seems appropriate. I have seen too many Malays drinking and I'm getting sick of this! What the hell is the matter with your fucking brains? I don't care who is reading this cause i'm not holding back anymore. This has gone too far off the limits. Why is drinking considered fun? BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKHEAD! It is banned my the laws of Islam to save you people from fainting in the streets and letting other people rob you off your fucking life. Think people. I want you guys to think. If you think that i'm the retard, go on and leave a comment. I won't mind. But don't go on crying that your liver have failed you. Come on people, don't you guys learn biology? haizz. lets just stop at this. i'm brushed...

Posted by The Fool at 11:36 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

Dissapointment of me

I have been qute mischievous throughout my whole life. This is quite normal for anyone. This time however, i feel that i have went over the limit. Last semester, i was caught for smoking weed. Umm, no, just smoking. Haas. The punishment however came quite late, it only came today. I was so shocked to hear my name being called out during the morning assembly. So embarrasing. Anyways, at first I was clueless about the reason but when another name of my friend's was called out, it was all too obvious. Anyways, i had no choice but to confess to my mother that I will be suspended out of school and i know that she was very dissapointed at me. Yes, she did nag at me but i accepted it with open heart. I knew that i was wrong. I felt so dissapointed with myself. My mother kept on pressing that how an angel i should be but as a teenager, it i svery difficult coz i want to spent my teenage life wasting precious moments with my friends. Just like what a normal teenager do. Agreed?

Posted by The Fool at 7:01 AM

Saturday, June 23, 2007

The Monster in Me

I have been saying all the good things about me so far. None bad. But this post however is just to lat everyone know that I may not be very kind anymore. Something happened to me, which I don't know what, and that affected my life. I used to be very kind to people. I am always kind to people but recently I have noticed some changes in my mindset. I had recently been attached but many people do not know about this. It won't last long however. I just had a fight with her because i still liked this girl whom likes me back but doesn't tell me about it. Well, as usual, she gets jealous of her and now am thinking of breaking off with her. However, there is a slight twist here. I don't know how to do it. Considering that i already had more than 5 exs, i kinda feel stupid. I have only been dumped once but that was it. I broke with the others making them hate me. I may have good words when trying to get someone but breaking up words is just not my forte. That is what i'm trying to say, whenever i ask for break ups, its not going to sound nice at all. I try to do so but i can't. Sorry, to all my exs

Posted by The Fool at 6:04 AM

Monday, June 18, 2007

Another.

For the first time i had changed into a new skin. I was getting sick of the old one. I used that skin for two blogs recently but i changed it so i have only one of a kind. I hope. I have nothing much to say today. Nothing much happened. Even if it did, should i be telling the world? I wonder.

Posted by The Fool at 9:48 AM

Friday, June 15, 2007

'Love'

Love is something that most people would like to experience. Even me. Its the most wonderful thing you could ask for and also the worst thing to ask for, depending on the situation. For me, its the most wonderful thing to ask for. I'm not all that emo to kill myslef over love. C'mon, life is full of wonderful colours. =) Anyways, its also the mysteries of the world. Why? Let me ask. What is love? Can't answer right? It depends on what the person's opinion is. For some, love is about sacrifice for each other. Love is friendship. Some thinks that its just a waste of time. For me, it doesn't really matter. As long as the other person have the feeling to care, to be with me and for me.

Here's another thing about love. When in a conversation with a loved one, try asking her/him to say 'I love you' to you in a loving way. It would sound weird. Why? It's because it isn't sincere. Not that i'm saying that your guy/girl don't love you. Its just that it can't be asked for, it will come naturally. Try saying it when you feel like it. I hope you know what i mean.

Posted by The Fool at 11:58 AM

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Over?

Its very difficult to handle a love triangle. I am in that situation now. To love someone who loves you is good. but loving someone who have a friend who loves you too is not the path i would like to walk. Its very difficult especially when your loved ones doesn't like to share her love with others. I seriously wished that there is a simple solution. At least something that will not hurt anyone. Mine is a much more complicated than that. I feel like i'm writing a novel. I wish i am.